We’re a few weeks into 2021 and nothing much has changed from last year, as we all know, and which I won’t delve into. And with life chugging along, it can be difficult to hit the ground running into a new year even at the best of times, but particularly now. With restrictions still tight here in Toronto, I’m under no illusion that things are going to go back to “normal” any time soon, and the weight of it all can feel depleting.
I’ve resolved to let the start of the year come as it may, and not to put any additional stress or pressure on myself for the new year. If you’re feeling drained or, for lack of a better phrase, “in a funk” lately, I’d encourage you to try doing the same, although I know it’s easier said than done. Try focusing on what makes your days feel lighter or your mind feel more at ease, whether it’s a morning walk or some screen-free time everyday (both of which I’ve been working on myself). Anything to make life feel less overwhelming.
For me January has of course meant lots of time at home, and as an introvert that isn’t all bad (and it’s a privilege in and of itself to enjoy my time at home as much as I do). But I’ve been trying to lean into it and find little ways to make it special, as silly as that maybe sounds. Jonah and I have been trying to reserve an hour or two of screen-free time everyday before bed, and I’m not always great at it but it does make me feel better. I’ve been trying to read more as well, and then there’s nothing quite like an evening face mask, bath, or flickering candle. Or all three at once. I’ve even tried making a ritual of things as mundane as an afternoon snack, making the little break in my day feel more special with cheese, crackers, and chutney.
I’ve been trying to find pleasure in the everyday, and appreciate the small, quiet moments more deeply. I’ve been using all the time at home to practice shooting on film, and it’s encouraged me to take stock of the little corners I probably wouldn’t have appreciated as much before. I’m really glad we now have these photos to look back on down the road of our first place together.
But with so many more hours spent at home than ever before, the days have been feeling pretty monotonous lately, so to switch it up we’ve been trying some new things in the kitchen. We’ve made homemade cauliflower Banh-mi a few times now, and it’s been perfect for when we’re craving takeout but not wanting to spend the money. We’ve also tried our hand at homemade pizza dough, which was shockingly easy to do.
Whatever this month looks like for you, I hope you’re able to find some time to rest, recharge, and recover. Here’s the playlist that’s really been getting me through lately, full of songs for slowing down and leaning into the quiet.
Photos of my home taken on Kodak Portra 400 film with my Olympus OM1.
Awesome blog. Make the best of whatever is thrown at you. Glad you are making your routine at home beautiful. Home Sweet Home.